a disturbance that echoes
Aug. 23rd, 2001 09:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aslantthere are pigs screaming in the elevator, and coming into the hallway outside my door. there is nothing i can do to prevent this, or fix it. it just happens every once in a while. my heart beats frantic and frightened. there is nothing worse than unseen screaming.
& don't i wonder why they scream, and what particular things are being done to them in this horror building. the job description did not require an endurance for screams in the day. a few days ago jim jumps out with the fact that they are used upstairs for skin testing, because their skin is very human-like, except without sweat glands. i am so sickened by this, by those hallway noises, by the entire process and product of these scientist labcoated men. i have the fight or flight hots to run far away from this door that conceals this sort of thing from me.
& don't i wonder why they scream, and what particular things are being done to them in this horror building. the job description did not require an endurance for screams in the day. a few days ago jim jumps out with the fact that they are used upstairs for skin testing, because their skin is very human-like, except without sweat glands. i am so sickened by this, by those hallway noises, by the entire process and product of these scientist labcoated men. i have the fight or flight hots to run far away from this door that conceals this sort of thing from me.
