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i'm very high right now on percoset, but DETERMINED to tell livejournal all about my shitty tuesday. at derby practice, i went into a sloppy turn, heard a massive CRUNCH in my left ankle, and fell to the floor, pretty much screaming in pain. pretty much.

prognosis: fractured fibula in two places, fractured tibia in one place, both around the ankle and generally a very unstable break requiring surgery to set properly. despite being given massive amounts of morphine last night, the pain just would not go away. was supposed to have surgery to put pins in the bone today, which meant i wasn't allowed to eat -- today, though, the o.r. is fully booked so surgery can't be until tomorrow, thus i can eat, and thus be fed percosets that have finally dulled the pain. finally.

the surgeon said if the swelling is not down today, she can't operate on it for two weeks. i don't have two weekss! sigh. i am begging them to do this now, before my oregon vacation, before my summer is essentially shot. especially because those are two weeks i would basically be bed-bound, at home, bored out of my skull. fuck. i do not have two weeks. so i'm trying to plead my case as best i can.

challenge of the afternoon: pee in a basin. try not to cry too much when they unwrap the jones bandage to look at the swelling. i can't move it without the bones grinding together and producing the most excruiciating pain.

fun facts: my roommate snored all night, extremely loudly, and now that she's awake, she likes to play pornographic books on tape outloud so we can all hear. no headphones. wtf.

Date: 2006-07-12 05:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kore.livejournal.com
omg!!! jesse!! that really sucks, i hope they fix it asap! i can't even imagine.

Date: 2006-07-12 05:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kore.livejournal.com
ps. i hope you feel better soon!

Date: 2006-07-12 05:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
thank you :) yes, it is the shittiest ever, derby will be on hold for weeks now. sad.

Date: 2006-07-12 05:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-mthrtong.livejournal.com
That's awful! Are you stuck in the hospital til they can operate? I hope that job of yours provides you good insurance, at least.

Date: 2006-07-12 05:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
i'm stuck here until they figure out whether it can be operated on tomorrow. if no, then i'll be sent home for 2 weeks to de-swell.

insurance = good to go, thank god.

Date: 2006-07-12 06:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nevers.livejournal.com
oh jesse!!!! yikes! you must be so frustrated and upset. ouch ouch ouch!

Date: 2006-07-12 06:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scythrop.livejournal.com
Yikes! Oh, how awful! I hope all swelling and surgery and healing goes as well and as quickly as possible.

Thank goodness for Percoset and medical insurance.

Date: 2006-07-12 06:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nevers.livejournal.com
are they giving you ice and anti-inflams and elevating it etc to help reduce the swelling? or does your body have it reduce it on its own for some reason?

Date: 2006-07-12 07:01 pm (UTC)

Date: 2006-07-12 07:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] radiosilents.livejournal.com
Oh, no!

I wish you the speediest recovery. Poor dear.

Date: 2006-07-12 08:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] awayslow.livejournal.com
oh my god. :/ i'm so sorry.

Date: 2006-07-12 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kleinekatze.livejournal.com
oh jes, i'm sorry. mom called and told me immediately, she really wanted to be there with you last night, i could hear her tears on the phone.

look, if they say they won't operate on it for two weeks just threaten them with mom's pending arrival. she's a powerful force, you know that.

i love you, heal quickly, i'm looking forward to your visit!

Date: 2006-07-12 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
yes, i am very frustrated, and upset with myself for being so sloppy!! sigh.

lots of ice and elevating last night, but now i just have this fancy 'jones' wrap, which is like eight layers of gauze and ace, with a hard-set splint somewhere in there, too. the pressure of it will help the swelling reduce on its own, apparently. not sure, but probably will get an anti-inflam once i check out, too.

Date: 2006-07-12 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
thank you :) and yes, thank god on both counts there!

Date: 2006-07-12 08:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
:(
(congratulations on your new job, though!)

Date: 2006-07-12 08:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
thank you :)

Date: 2006-07-12 08:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nevers.livejournal.com
don't be upset with yourself. i definitely could have blamed myself for my knee injuries for various reasons (didn't warm up well, didn't practice the trick beforehand because it freaked me out) but it's not worth it. you just never know.

one of my fav natalie goldberg quotes:
“Life is not orderly. No matter how we try to make life so, right in the middle of it we die, lose a leg, fall in love, drop a jar of applesauce.”

Date: 2006-07-12 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
aw, thanks. i hope she does get to visit. right now doesn't look like surgery will be until next week...i have no way of knowing if the oregon trip is on or not :/

Date: 2006-07-12 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
thank you.
kiss your ankles, thank them for being whole!

Date: 2006-07-12 08:45 pm (UTC)

Date: 2006-07-12 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kleinekatze.livejournal.com
i wish i could help jesse, i hate thinking of you in that much pain. you're the first one of all three of us to break anything (josh's collarbone at birth doesn't count.) i'm glad the percoset is helping though, finally.

xoxo.

Date: 2006-07-12 08:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tigermilkdrunk.livejournal.com
God, that really sucks. I'm so sorry.

And who knew that there was a pornographic books-on-tape market?

Date: 2006-07-12 09:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] relativid.livejournal.com
Oh no, I'm sorry to hear this. Really, really. Do you need anything?

Date: 2006-07-12 10:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] l-aurore.livejournal.com
oh, gosh - i'm so sorry!! i hope hope that the swelling is down so they can operate quickly.

Date: 2006-07-12 10:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ricecricket.livejournal.com
as someone who has broken multiple bones,
i empathize wholeheartedly.

hooray percoset though. always nice.

..........

say, do you think yr roommate could burn some
of those audio tapes & send them our way?

Date: 2006-07-13 01:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
thank you. and yeah -- i just wonder where the hell she bought it! also, it was obviously a very old-style book on tape, read by a vintage-sounding voice. odd.

Date: 2006-07-13 01:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
thank you. i think i am all set -- unless you have a time-travel machine?

Date: 2006-07-13 01:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
looks like i will be waiting until at least tuesday to be seen by the surgeon again. bummer!

Date: 2006-07-13 01:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
haha. when she checked out today ahead of me, it was before i knew i wouldn't be staying, and i was SO PLEASED. apparently she was in for surgery to remove all of her teeth?? picture a massively obese, toothless crazy person (who cannot dial the phone without speaking each word loud enough to be heard over the tv). insane. if i see her again, i will tell her to send sparrows to god for pailbucket transferral of said audio messages. i am sure she will understand.

Date: 2006-07-13 04:46 am (UTC)
tree: a figure clothed in or emerging from bark (spillit)
From: [personal profile] tree
*&$%^#%$@!!

you poor darling. just reading about it makes me queasy, i cannot fathom how awful it must be in reality. yay for percoset, though. i once hurt my back in a bizarre way and got percoset from the lovely folks at the ER. those were a couple of fun days.

also, earplugs are great.

(hughug)

Date: 2006-07-13 02:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
yes. thank god for pain medication. and at least i know now that morphine is no good for me, though the euphoria was kind of fun, in a sick way. i kept telling kirk, "be quiet while i ride the dragon!" haha.

i'm home now, so thank god for no more crazy elderly softcore-listening roommates.

Date: 2006-07-13 02:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] autumnsweater.livejournal.com
oh my! that sounds so incredibly aweful. i hope the pills dull the pain.

Date: 2006-07-13 02:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aslant.livejournal.com
they do, for the most part. what i really want them to do is heal the bones so they stop causing the pain, but that just isn't happening :(

Date: 2006-07-13 02:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] autumnsweater.livejournal.com
if only painkillers could get you high and heal bones....

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