need. because it rhymes w/ greed.

[aslant]

i don't know if i'd reccommend insomnia. it was good but somehow unsatisfying. crime in the land of the midnight sun. there must be some better metaphor hidden around here somewhere[rummaging, slushing through sludge] christ i swear i saw it just a second ago.

meanwhile colorgenics.com is freakish and made me cry.

the existing situation is disagreeable. you feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. you want to be above the standard of mediocrity... and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. you are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge.

all this because the color green matches the sweater i'm wearing right now. fucking words.


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it's close now, that other twinned life. i can feel it. bright ache. come here, come here. ti stavo aspettando da mesi.

[i'm liable, empty room and air
to speak to you]