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Oct. 5th, 2001 09:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aslantmad dash in the square yesterday, well-timed. i went with j to visit the fortress, the castle, the palace temple of whispers: the academy. the tall three-storey open space and long carpeted stairs. women with tight smiles doing nothing in particular.
what is there to say?
j [v.2] and r arrive today.
i nearly lost it last night. i was so fucking tired, and pushing it by staying awake. us with our fra angelico in the half-light. bickering about nothing at all, but needing desperately to explain, to triumph, to each plunder another truth. values, ethics, etcetera. a fucking fuse, an excuse or a ruse.
still i explode at the drop of a hat. i've got spite in spades, words like dull bored blades. a bad case of the fuckits.
what is there to say?
j [v.2] and r arrive today.
i nearly lost it last night. i was so fucking tired, and pushing it by staying awake. us with our fra angelico in the half-light. bickering about nothing at all, but needing desperately to explain, to triumph, to each plunder another truth. values, ethics, etcetera. a fucking fuse, an excuse or a ruse.
still i explode at the drop of a hat. i've got spite in spades, words like dull bored blades. a bad case of the fuckits.
