wreck me, baby.
Oct. 29th, 2001 02:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aslanti went running.
i probably made a mistake in choosing to explore on the same day i listen to gravikords. so i get lost a bit, walk over a hill and wind up near town. suddenly a nest of vipers, a knot of construction men finishing lunch that stare and stare. i panic, break into a run. the music speeds up, the batteries clenching and sputtering their last. my blood hurts. i try to double back (praying don't slip and fall, don't trip) but i don't know the streets, which all curve back towards them, and finally i just sprint down another long road and finally end up back near home. in broad daylight, fercrissakes. i stumble up the house stairs.
two minutes later: elation.
two minutes later: despair.
two minutes later: a lightness in the limbs & skull.
two minutes later: cramps of self-disgust.
yeah so fuck everything today. #$%!@#!$%@fucking hormones have hamstrung my every move today.
i probably made a mistake in choosing to explore on the same day i listen to gravikords. so i get lost a bit, walk over a hill and wind up near town. suddenly a nest of vipers, a knot of construction men finishing lunch that stare and stare. i panic, break into a run. the music speeds up, the batteries clenching and sputtering their last. my blood hurts. i try to double back (praying don't slip and fall, don't trip) but i don't know the streets, which all curve back towards them, and finally i just sprint down another long road and finally end up back near home. in broad daylight, fercrissakes. i stumble up the house stairs.
two minutes later: elation.
two minutes later: despair.
two minutes later: a lightness in the limbs & skull.
two minutes later: cramps of self-disgust.
yeah so fuck everything today. #$%!@#!$%@fucking hormones have hamstrung my every move today.
