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Feb. 10th, 2006 08:45 ami woke up at 4:22 am from a bad dream, only to hear some sort of crying wendigo noise in the street. it was unreal -- not animal, not human, not mechanical, but something in between. it was, i want to say, soughing.
the dream was worse than noises in the night, though: in the dream, my brother josh had died and we were all at his funeral, and it was too, too real. right down to the petty pre-funeral squabbles with relatives. his coffin passed me as i sobbed. i couldn't stop thinking about how now it was just katie and i, two sisters, no longer a triad completed by one brother.
between the wendigo and the dream i cried a little before i could fall back asleep. today is josh's 21st birthday, i have to call him later and remind him not to get alcohol poisoning tonight.
despite all that, i am actually in a decent mood today. it's a cold friday, but my rollerskates should be delivered today. and a big blizzard is on its way, 8 to 14 inches.
the dream was worse than noises in the night, though: in the dream, my brother josh had died and we were all at his funeral, and it was too, too real. right down to the petty pre-funeral squabbles with relatives. his coffin passed me as i sobbed. i couldn't stop thinking about how now it was just katie and i, two sisters, no longer a triad completed by one brother.
between the wendigo and the dream i cried a little before i could fall back asleep. today is josh's 21st birthday, i have to call him later and remind him not to get alcohol poisoning tonight.
despite all that, i am actually in a decent mood today. it's a cold friday, but my rollerskates should be delivered today. and a big blizzard is on its way, 8 to 14 inches.
