the polarity express
Sep. 25th, 2001 10:16 amon the upupup after yesterday's downdowndown. returned home and the empty house was so comforting: perhaps it is what i miss, that space in which to be alone. and a and i talked a little over email, which settled me a little more. it is less raw now, even though it still hurts.
and: the sugar bowl is now cable and internet equipped! watch out.
while c went to the store for vitamins i put the old portishead on lorna's lovely bose, loud enough to feel it in my bones, and lay down on the floor. low tones pressing down like they wanted to keep me there, overcome or overwhelm my [f]ears.
m called partway through later evening decadent cableness, and we talked a long while. it does me good, this someone that knows me.
last night i dreamt of a boy who could walk through walls.
and: the sugar bowl is now cable and internet equipped! watch out.
while c went to the store for vitamins i put the old portishead on lorna's lovely bose, loud enough to feel it in my bones, and lay down on the floor. low tones pressing down like they wanted to keep me there, overcome or overwhelm my [f]ears.
m called partway through later evening decadent cableness, and we talked a long while. it does me good, this someone that knows me.
last night i dreamt of a boy who could walk through walls.