oaths vs. odes
Nov. 17th, 2001 03:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aslantsmall storm of useless fury, tears, etc last night. i went to bed instead, at eight. this totals 23 hours of sleep in the last 48. woke to dream of x, a veritable reconciliation of limbs & loves; this dream replayed on high speed over and over as i tried to wake up.
this mundane cycle that continues. sad ragefury mixed with intense crushing inner sensation, yielding to a slow decompression. all this because of abandonment, i suppose. the yielding of words up to time.
yards of ink spent. i need a new pen.
this mundane cycle that continues. sad ragefury mixed with intense crushing inner sensation, yielding to a slow decompression. all this because of abandonment, i suppose. the yielding of words up to time.
yards of ink spent. i need a new pen.
