ogre memory
Nov. 23rd, 2001 09:43 amfeverbright dreams: i woke up from them because i knew they were fevered. technicolor, ribboned costumes, dizziness. other dreams: vinyl collections, connect.the.dots, songs. explaining to a girl (who i wanted to kiss) what surfeit meant.
so it is exactly 365 days since i broke up with perry, my prussian motorbike love. less than that since i drove to his house (soo stealthy) to return that damned ring. crying, fumbling with the door; knowing he was watching from behind the curtain. i remember him talking about keys before i flew home that summer? & then never mentioning it again. like a nightmare.
love is cheap and wears lolita perfume. love is in it for the kicks.
so it is exactly 365 days since i broke up with perry, my prussian motorbike love. less than that since i drove to his house (soo stealthy) to return that damned ring. crying, fumbling with the door; knowing he was watching from behind the curtain. i remember him talking about keys before i flew home that summer? & then never mentioning it again. like a nightmare.
love is cheap and wears lolita perfume. love is in it for the kicks.