aha, afraid of going too fast. good analysis. that's very true. i'm NEVER able to run in my dreams, this is one of handful where i've been able to. usually i can't get the momentum going, like i'm leaning forwards but not going anywhere fast.
"first wave" is confusing. there was a first group of *people* who jumped in, but i hesitated because i hate jumping into water. also this was salt water, which is abnormal, because i would never in a million years jump into saltwater. i'm a wimp about getting water in my eyes, especially salt water. so i waited until it was just myself and this jordan kid, so we wouldn't get splashed or jostled as much when we jumped in.
that's just a little bit of vindication. he was a real asshole in school when we were younger. there is no excuse for behavior like that. i hope he has a painful death. i don't know why i was so neutral toward him in the dream. he just happened to show up, that's all.
Re: analysis
Date: 2001-07-27 07:23 am (UTC)"first wave" is confusing. there was a first group of *people* who jumped in, but i hesitated because i hate jumping into water. also this was salt water, which is abnormal, because i would never in a million years jump into saltwater. i'm a wimp about getting water in my eyes, especially salt water. so i waited until it was just myself and this jordan kid, so we wouldn't get splashed or jostled as much when we jumped in.
that's just a little bit of vindication. he was a real asshole in school when we were younger. there is no excuse for behavior like that. i hope he has a painful death. i don't know why i was so neutral toward him in the dream. he just happened to show up, that's all.